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Journal Entry: Sun Nov 29, 2009, 6:59 PM
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I found out over the weekend I can't afford to go study in Scotland next fall after all. I spent most of the weekend after Saturday evening in tears, and I feel tired from crying so much just today. I know after a good night's sleep it should be done with for at least a little while, though.

I've never been so sad before. Like, never... so not-excited for life, as I was once I realized that I wouldn't get to go. It was just another entry in a long-list of businesses that have failed to work out in my favor. I should not have been surprised. But it still hurt, especially after having it okay-ed by my mother, which never happens.

I haven't been able to stop thinking about all the ways I've royally fucked up, and even more so, how much time I've wasted that I'll never be able to get back just being a sad sack, this person I never wanted to become. I don't know what to do. Nineteen years is a long time. It's enough to not even make me want to move forward. I want to be somebody's guiding light, I want to prove I'm not a monster. I want to be a better friend, a better daughter, a better business associate (at least in the case of =Sindakri).

My best friend Courtney told me that all she wants is for me to love myself. Brandon, the beautiful boy who broke my heart, has said the same thing. But I don't know how. Would it really fix my problems, if I could? Would loving myself make everything right, rewrite the past so that everything was always fine? Better than fine, fabulous?

I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, my friends. I'm sorry that I'm not what you deserve. God, I'm sorry that I have completely ruined the life you've given me.

And now I need to stop typing because I'll get worked up and I can't start crying in the living room. <3

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I am not so serious, this passion is a plagiarism; I might join your century but only on a rare occasion. I was taken out before the labor pains set in and now behold the world's worst accident: I am the girl anachronism. (:

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  • Interests: Sprituality | Pop Culture | Being With Awesome People | Writing
  • Favourite movie: The Lord of the Rings | Harry Potter
  • Favourite band or musician: Dropkick Murphys | Flogging Molly
  • Favourite genre of music: Celtic rock ftw!
  • Favourite artist: AmesHerla. <3
  • Favourite poet or writer: Sindakri. <3
  • Favourite photographer: Kaibeaux. <3
  • Favourite style of art: All kinds.
  • Operating System: Mac OS X.
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  • Shell of choice: Clam. :>
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  • Skin of choice: Human?
  • Favourite game: The Sims 3.
  • Favourite gaming platform: Wii | DS | Mac
  • Favourite cartoon character: Aang, 'Avatar - The Last Airbender'
  • Personal Quote: "Dare to be happy."
  • Tools of the Trade: Insanity + Imagination + A Pencil!

What should I write more of over winter break? 

50%
2 deviants said Poetry! (What kind?)
50%
2 deviants said Prose! (What kind?)
0%
No deviants said Someting else! (... What do you WANT, lady?)
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*seussical-love 1 day 3 hours ago
Heyyyyy.

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-- I'm a lead farmer, motherfucker! --
:iconmcdermid:
*mcdermid 2 days 11 hours ago
Hi. Saw your comments on *praytell's collab wip and just wanted to stop by and say thanks. :)

I think 'Fear of God' is not necessarily a bad thing. I don't however mean the same fear you mentioned, but that it's healthy to know (and fear that) justice exists because I think it helps keep us human. As I sometimes say, Karma will decide.

'Terrified of God', I agree with you and Chris that it should not be this sway, because not only is God love, God is also within.

Peace,
Al

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"Are you making fun of us?"
"It's the universe that makes fun of us all."
"Why would the universe that makes fun of us all?"
"I dunno, maybe it's insecure."

:peace::XD:
:iconseussical-love:
*seussical-love 1 day 3 hours ago
I love karma. Even when it's beating the crap out of me.

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-- I'm a lead farmer, motherfucker! --
:iconmcdermid:
*mcdermid 1 day 1 hour ago
Yeah, karma decides it needs to throw some *wump* our way, nothing to do but sit back and try to enjoy it. And perhaps put some thought how was attracted it in the first place. :)

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"Are you making fun of us?"
"It's the universe that makes fun of us all."
"Why would the universe that makes fun of us all?"
"I dunno, maybe it's insecure."

:peace::XD:
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~Xario1 3 days 22 hours ago
Thanks for the fav.
I plan to type more in the future.
Please be looking forward to it =]
:iconseussical-love:
*seussical-love 1 day 3 hours ago
I shall! ^^

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-- I'm a lead farmer, motherfucker! --
:iconseussical-love:
*seussical-love 3 days 22 hours ago
Yep! ^^ That's me.

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-- I'm a lead farmer, motherfucker! --
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~Green-Phantom-King 3 days 22 hours ago
omg u r gorgeous and im not lieing
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