There's an empty cell in Arkham today.
I pushed the door open, let it swing.
The hinges creaked, then silence.
There was no laughter in the stone.
The bed was quiet.
The light, of course, would betray nothing.
I took one step in, kept my eyes on his window.
So, this is what he saw as he died.
Gotham, spread like cancer, interrupted by bars.
The sky was violet like his shirt.
I popped the collar against the damp and drew
my breath deep.
It still smelled like him, like blood, like sex,
like violence.
There'd never be another him.
People wept with joy.
I just wept.
The night was pockmarked with car horns, barks,
sirens.
But i
Tell me, darling, absent lover,
why should I not feel betrayed?
Your eyes, your hands
so mark'd upon my nightmares,
my deepest longings
are nowhere to be felt.
It is not love.
If such a powerful, sweet affliction
drove you,
would you not be here beside me?
The space glares as a wound,
this gaping hole on
one side of the bed
that God, that Great Surgeon
has failed to suture.
It is not love.
I do not mind a walk alone;
the violets, the fireflies will keep me
as
I cried the day the Man in Black
passed into that kingdom of white--
and the fissures, those little cracks
broke me, in the light
of a winter morning crisp and cold
when youth still stained my mind;
Mourning, a gentleman, striving bold,
with his dark suit as a mine
full of diamonds took my hand
and led me far astray,
away from ships and plains and lands
where oft his guitar played.
I may not have seen those Folsom halls
but I would answer, should their bard call.
When the sun hangs like a dead man
in that blue, spread-open coffin
I'll go to Santa Fe, New Mexico.
I'll go to Santa Fe
in my Chevrolet,
and I will sing minuets to the asphalt
as I fly over it like a
saint thrown out of hell.
I'll go to Santa Fe.
The mountains will shake their hips
because I'll be blasting Queen,
bleeding that melodic royalty
from my open windows.
I'll go to Santa Fe.
I've always wanted to be a cowgirl.
I'll go to Santa Fe.
I've always wanted to be new.
I'll go to Santa Fe.
I'll cut my heart out of my chest
and keep it in a jar
in my front seat so I have something
to talk to.
I'll go to Santa Fe.
The
We were lucky. These were the slow kind. Of zombies, that is. They shuffled their feet as they trudged over the baseball diamond; some of them were missing their lower jaws, so their tongues swayed as they moved. I found it better if they missed appendages rather than walking around without any skin.
I was with my best friend, Tegan, who was reclining on the bleachers. There was no wind; her blonde hair fell in a sheet. She blew a big, pink bubble with her gum and then popped it. The snapping sound was harsh. "You ready to do this?" She asked me, reaching up and touching the brim of her baseball cap as she stared out at the approaching horde
Seeing him walk was like hearing an improv jazz session, complete with a spindly-fingered pianist looking at your all doe-eyed from underneath the spotlight's glare. Jeff always seemed to take up more space than he actually did, but the lank in his limbs was melodious, in harmony with his smooth legato gait.
Affixed to her fridge were flame magnets, the kind you were supposed to put on your car. It looked as though the fridge was trying to fly through the floor, which wasn't yielding. There was also a scrap of red carpet duct-taped over a hole in the front plastic layer of the freezer door. Someone had drawn a crude penis on the fabric with a black marker, complete with a little smiley face. On the inside, several large nails had been hammered in, forming the shape of a cross. There were splatters of something red around it.
Inside, there was nothing save for about fifteen shot glasses filled with different colored kinds of jello. Likewise, ther
Ava stood in the middle of her bed. Her sheets were a horrific shade of burgundy. Her head almost touched the ceiling. The shaking stopped, everything in her room settling. The vibrations ended as soon as they began, and as they stopped it was like something died, something they ought to mourn, whatever it was. Ava's neighbor, Eve, who used to be addicted to crank, slammed her door open, eyes wide and red-rimmed. Eve, though she had been in the program for several weeks, was still very much in the grips of that great, white monsterat least, she was where it would hurt her the most. "I almost died, Ava! Jesus tits!" That's all she said,
Oh, that I had strength
to walk away from this city!
These bricks, these sidewalks
would fall away like chains--
I'd never look back.
My soul will bleed out
the bottoms of my feet
on the asphalt, that Armageddon
sunrise painting my world
beautiful.
Who knew that all we needed
for a perfect beginning
was this beginning's end?